Post by sunbeach;2704728
at first I feel so lucky that I can work in management department and get a good salary. but now I feel so lonely! All my friends go back China and only myself stay here now. The life is so boring here and I have no passion here at all! I feel I am getting 10 years older now!
But many people told me, you have to hang on! you are so childish that you want to give up everything here to go back and start from the beginning!
I don't know, I really don't know! I just feel I am dying here, but on another side, the salary and position is really good.......
after univ i've been working like some 1.5 years by now and still every now and then i got the exact same feeling !!! "just hang in there" i say this too!!! Life in NL is boring, everybody we know!!!! it partly comes from "a lot fewer friends in a new city" AND "less job satisfaction @beginning" ----> I guess it will happen to everybody everywhere who got the very 1st job.
To me, since i know my "ending" of going back to Beijing, then at this moment whatever it takes just hanging on a bit ....... "the right timing" comes soon, when we are less younger.
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